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I sometimes just assume that people can read my mind/I forget that what goes on inside my head isn’t external also
Yesterday I was upset for a minute because my nun didn’t know who B+S were - My thought process was something akin to a) but I always talk about them b) clearly you never listen to me evvvvvver :( c) oh wait d) I never mention them apart from in my own head e) where admittedly they pretty much have their own shrine f) but not out loud g) sorry mum

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tonight I’m going to get drunk and attempt to articulate myself

but first I have to write this essay

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also I just ordered another cat sweatshirt

I feel that all of the cat merchandise that I have purchased in the last year in over to (attempt to) compensate for not having a cat is potentially coming to more expensive than a cat itself

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I think I feel lonely because I also feel empowered

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sikva:

i smell of cigarettes and dissappointment

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I think I just wish I was as cute as Felicity Jones our something

I have poured myself some whisky into my hot lemon squash and I am drinking it from my dad’s old Top Gear mug

NOTHING has been accomplished today. Well that is partly a lie, I did do like three hours work earlier and wrote about 1,000 words of my essay, but I need to finish it tomorrow really so that I can start revising so that I do well in my degree

Instead of working now (because I feel abominable about myself) I am going to look at Masters courses and carry on drinking my whisky

After that I might carry on reading Kureshi’s ‘Intimacy’ which is this fantastic little book about the struggle for connection - when it is even willed

and the implications of that

the guy is essentially trying to decide whether or not to leave his wife

I have been feeling very lonely today, but not lonely in the ‘wah I need someone sense’ (I never really feel like that) more just, I don’t, I don’t know how to attempt even to articulate this

lonely in the way I felt when I was fourteen I think

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